Sunday, June 29, 2008

Miscarriage Poem

Since heaven has become your home
I sometimes feel that I'm alone;
And though we now are far apart
You hold a big piece of my heart
I never knew how much I'd grieve
When it was time for you to leave
Or just how much my heart would ache
From that one fragment you would takeGod let this tiny hole remain,
Reminding me we'd meet again
And one day all the pain will cease
When He restores this missing piece
For Jesus heals each tiny part
That holds your memory in my heart

3 comments:

Wendy said...

I feel your pain and I feel the joy knowing that your little angel is with our Heavenly Father! I missed seeing you today for selfish reasons but know that I am hugging you and praying for you and Ryan! I love you all!
Wendy

momaof4 said...

That is such a pretty poem.

I remember once, Anna telling me that she was so sad that they didn't have this little baby, but they were overjoyed to know that she was in Heaven with our true Father. And she knew that God must have taken her for a reason...and that even though it broke her heart that she was gone today, it would have broken her heart even more if she would have lived and never turned her heart over to God.

Love you girl.

red-headed Wilson's said...

I was going to send you an email but don't have your address.

So I will say it here.

I remember when I lost mine the guilt I went through. I had walked that morning and was sure I had walked too hard, or I was under stress from getting my drivers license maybe the stress did it. I finally had to let go and know that I personally was giving too much power to myself. God was in control definitley not I. Nothing I did or did not do would have made any difference. God knew what he was doing when he had us get pregnant when Ben had the "opertaion" already and he knew what he was doing when I found out just days before I lost it. I will never know why I even had to know at all, why couldn't I have thought I was having an early period ---but He knows. These babies get to be in heaven with JESUS! They are with someone who can love them better then I ever could. My family is perfect the way it is because God controlled it. His hand is Big and it is loving.
We love you